Being with her .

I love her more than anything, I love her more than my life and I love her so much. I remember the time when we meet, just ordinary friends become close and closer . I dont know why i fall for her, I have a lot of friends but i dont why she is .She always come in my wall and always teased me and she always "why you ignored me" haha :D Look funny cause i dont really ignored her she just think like that. When the time comes when i have a feeling with her , Im too scared to tell her my heart beat so fast when i always talk to her i dont know what to say but thank you for her because she is really talkative and we dont stopped talking . When i first saw her shes like an ordinary girl but when im become close with her i feel so special. One day my bestfriend went in my house, he is staying there for awhile then he ask " do you have a gf ? " Im just laughing at that time because he know that we broke up with my ex. then i say to him that "i have but i dont know if she like me" Then the day comes i want to tell her my feelings and that they i message her and ask if she have a boyfriend haha . When i sent it just feel so nervous at that time. I dont know what she is going to say to me and i wait for her message and until she message me back ! haha at that time i dont know what is my reaction i feel i dont want to open it but i want to read what is her answer because i know she have a bf at that time so im not hoping that she love me too. but that think is really true she love me ! Wooooh ! at that time i feel im so lucky to have her and i promise to myself that she is my last one even shes not my first one but shes my last one . so on we have so many things to talk. when the time that i think all relationship have a quarrel sometimes and i hate this moment. If God ask me what i want to erase in my life experience , i want to erase the moment that we always fight because i dont like this.

This is the thing that i want to give it to her but i dont have chance and hope someday i have and i will do that. I love you for all my heart and you are my only one. I know Im look silly here but dont care with my face just focus on the teddy bear haha :)

This is the person that i really LOVE her , she's my everything and she's my wife i guess and hope our love will be long last :) I love her very much ! and no one can change it I love You Hangi for all my heart . I know i have many rival to you but i dont care because as long i love her  . Do you want to get here? haha ! do you want to punch with the tortured way haha . I don't know why you are so special to me? why I like you? Why I care for you? Why I always think of you? Why I loved you but one thing for sure I know that my life won't be like this w/o you!









                                         


                        Will You Marry Me ? 
                              Hangi Park 
                                1.22.11